I cannnnnot wait until 5.45pm tomorrow evening! 2nd year will be finally finished with and ill be on my way to new street to get on a train home to go see saint etienne at the kaz in liverpool. just cant wait to feel close to the sea again! i hate being so landlocked especially when the weather is like this! Well i better get on with some revision and dissertation research.
turned 20 yesterday, dont really feel any different accept alot happier after seeing my parents, my friends for art history, erin and henry then a lovely afternoon with john on my birthday. i really just cant wait to get this exam over with on thursday and go home, even if for a short while until i get my dissertation proposal in. Then home for summer! its going to be bliss i cant wait.
Just thought you’d like a picture of my face
Hey there tumbling people just had a lovely birthday meal with my parents and brother in birmingham. Had an aaaaammmaazzzinnnng bree chicken and cranberry burger it was so yummy. My mum made me a birthday cake with candles and everything and bought it out in the resturant for me. For my birthday my parents got me this lovely dress and lovely cath kidson handbag with buttons allllover it. its been perfect and it just makes me wanna get on a train and go home because i miss them so so much. But one more week! and its my birthday on sunday all i need to do is get through the mountain of revision for next thursday which kind of sucks but it doesnt matter because my family are so cute and lovely :)
i do love being a cat.
so much to do so little time and all i want to do is sleep i feel exhausted and rough! blegh! wakey wakey lauren
treated myself to the heart earrings i’ve been eyeing up in boots for so long!
You’ve got no mates/life when as a distraction from revision you are caught jumping round my room to ska by one of your housemates..
just want this month to be fucking over.
got some very upsetting news, shocking news about a dear friend and now i just feel guilty and trapped because i know how she feels. I wished i’d realised and made time for her, realised sooner.
got my pin curls in and my bags packed all i need now my lift to pick me up then its back to birmingham for the one last term before summer! as always i totally dont want to be going back but its only for a month or so then im free from birmingham for 3 months! heres to my exhibition and exams..
ive found the only thing that will tame my thick frizzy curly locks and it contains beer and has an interesting smell. my hair feels like heavennnnnnnnnnnnn!
Getting scared shitless that it feels like everyone from Primary school, high school and college is getting pregnant and is okay with it? Accident or planned they just seem to be dropping everything in their lives such as university and jobs to have a baby. It’s freaking me out! My best friend in primary school -single mother of a few weeks. Friends from high school - babies with long term boyfriends. People I hated in high school - some on to their 3rd babies.
I think it’s hitting me how I am turning 20 next month and so are these people. We are becoming real adults with real things to take care of and deal with. I just cant get my head around it at all, what was first a giggle at people like: ‘OH MY GOD GUESS WHOS PREGNANT!???!!!?!?!’ is more like, Jesus they are pregnant! This isn’t a rant about how I think you should be in a marriage to have kids, frowning upon accidental conception or saying you cant have kids at any age single or in a long term relationship because at the end of the day your bring a person into this world that in itself is incredible. It’s just crazy how people who id mess around with in high school and had different things in mind for their futures are now settled with kids, cats, dogs at 19/20/21 while I’m, 19 going on 20, still in full time education asking my mum to buy me tights because I’ve laddered all mine climbing over fences.
its just a realisation of the passage of time and how soon everyone will have families of their own weather that is a family made out of friends and happiliy not wanting kids( WHICH IS TOTALLY OKAY AND SHOULDNT BE FROWNED UPON BECAUSE IS A WOMAN’S RIGHT TO CHOOSE THERE ARE OTHERWAYS OF MAKING A FAMILY!) or a husband, 2.4 kids/single parent with childern.
just crazy stuff man.
